Thank God it's almost over!!

It's official, this has been one of the worse years of my life. I thought I had gone through enough already, but this year has shown me that bad luck has no limits. I don't even know if you can say it was bad luck. I don't know what you could call it, but it was bad, bad enough for me to say that I am ready to completely forget this year and never, and I mean EVER look back.
What I have felt during this year are things I never want to feel again.
I have this philosophy that if bad things are going to happen, I prefer them to happen all at once. The reason for this theory of mine is that, if everything that is bad happens together, then you can move on to the good things. The bad things will have taught you a valuable lesson or lessons and you can now appreciate the good things coming your way, only now you are much stronger and humble.
However, I hate when something bad happens. Especially when you seem to be the only one of your friends that seems to have a sucky life, and you can't explain why. Do you ever feel like you are getting the short end of the stick? I do.
Am I being prepared for something good? Is this an advanced payment for all the good things I will get very soon? Am I always going to have a sucky life? My brain is full of questions like these. I guess the only answer I can think of, for all the questions I have is "only time will tell". My problem is that, while time is thinking of what it is that it's going to tell me, I'm starting to get a little restless, if not pissed off.
I feel like a frigging welcome mat! Here everybody, come step on me!!
I don't know whether I'm supposed to be excited about a new year or if I should be afraid, who knows, it can always get worse, right?
Uggghhh!! I'm probably boring the daylights out of you! I'm sorry, I really am sorry. I just needed to get it out of my chest.
I'm also sorry I can't really talk about the problems that got me so angry, they are too personal and involve someone I love with all my heart and whose privacy has already been violated by the crappy, lying press of this trash of a country!
Those of you who know me personally, don't worry, everything is ok now, but let me tell you something and please pay close attention to what I'm going to say. I'm very serious about what I'm going to write and it's not based on what has happened to me this year, it's based on almost 20 years of coexisting with these people...Don't Ever Come to Live in Dominican Republic!! This country is full of thieves and liars.
If I really wanted a reason to leave, I think this paradise of a trash can that some people call a country, has provided me with the last straw.
All's good... Merry X-mas and Happy New Year!!