how much is that dream in the window?...

Man!!! Dreams can sure be expensive!!! Mine is going to be. I don't know where I'm going to get the money, but I cannot miss this oportunity. These people are even going to help me find a job during the visa paperwork process, so that by the time I actually get the visa, I have a job to go to there.
I don't want to talk about it much, but there it is. The chance of a lifetime. Which will put me in debt for a very long time, but will ensure I can start my life all over in a new place. I can't guarantee that I will get this visa (they are tremendously picky!!) but I think I have a very good chance of getting. Especially because I have the help of experienced people who know their way around the laws of migration there.
If I get it, I will have a permanent residency visa, which means that I can live there forever!!
I'm so psyched and nervous that I even forgot to eat today!!!
Thank you to my blogger friends for commenting on my last post. I hope you keep me in your prayers, because I am going to need all the support I can get!!!
Who knows, maybe in a couple of years I will no longer be an aussie wannabe, but an actual real aussie!!
I'm so excited!! Like my friend "going somewhere" used to say: YAY!!! ;)

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Ok. It's like the neverending story with this whole Australia thing. Anyway, a small window of opportunity has opened up to make this dream of mine come true. An article was published today that says, that there is an actual place here for people to go and apply for a work visa and travel to Queensland to work. Apparently they help out with all the paper work.
So.. guess where I'm going tomorrow?? Exactly!! I'm so excited and at the same time I am scared out of my mind about this. I don't want to get my hopes up and then end up back where I started. I know that that is not the right attitude, but I can't help it. However, I don't think that I'm scared because it might not happen, I think it's the opposite.
You know when they say "be careful what you wish for, you just might get it" Well, if I get this, apart from the fact that I'm going to be broke (hahahaha) I'm going to leave my life and my family behind. My plan, when I get there, is to stay there, so that means I won't see my family for God knows how long. They are all I've got. But I have to do this. I need to live my life. If not there, then somewhere else. It is definitely not going to be here. Believe me, I have tried, but something just isn't clicking for me here.
WISH ME LUCK BLOGGERS!!!
I'll be back soon with an update.